黃歡整理
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Daniel on June 13, 1998 at 13:25:17:
Most of my dogs were black. All the dogs I ever had were all mixbred. I believe all dogs are cute, and don't care wether they are pure bred.
When I was living in Argentina, I had a black dog. His name was "Osso", it means bear in Spanish. I was 13 and living alone in Buenos Aires. I didn't have any family or relatives, nor did I had many friends. Osso was all I had. He was my best buddy.
A friend gave him to me when her mom wouldn't let her have him as a pet. He was about 2 month old when I saw him, black short hair with white patch on his chest, just like a bear. We sleep together, eat together, run together...we do everything together. When I felt sad and lonely he would try to cheer me up, when I cry he would lick my tears off my face. We were very close.
One day, I took Osso out for a walk.Osso ran after another dog; I called his name, asked him to come back. He looks at the dog for a second then came running back to me. As he cross the street, a taxi ran him over. Both the front and the rear tire went over his body. At first I though he was okay, because he was still running towards me, I though maybe his legs were hurt. he jumped right into my arms, I look at his eye, I saw desperation, fear and in his eye I saw my own fear, fear of losing my best friend. Then he twiched, and died in my arms.
I was so devastated, I ran to the animal hospital in the neiborhood with Osso in my arms. I was running, crying and preying.The vet told me there was nothing she could do. his internal organs were all crushed. I cried, cried......its so unfair.
I burried him in a small park, I go visit Osso often. just sitting beside him. alone.
LYS:中譯 8/08/1998
大部份我所養的狗都是黑的。我所曾經擁有的狗都是混種狗。我相信所有的狗都很聰明,並不介意牠們是否是純種。
當我住在阿根廷,我有一隻黑狗,名叫Osso,西班牙文「熊」的意思。我當時十三歲,單獨住在布宜諾斯愛利斯城,身邊沒有家屬或親友,朋友也很少。Osso是我僅有的,牠是我最好的伙伴。
一位朋友,因為她媽媽不讓她養狗,而把牠送給了我。當我看到牠時牠才兩個月大,黑色短毛,胸前有白斑,長得正像隻熊。我們一起睡,一起吃,一起奔跑…所有的事都一起做。在悲傷與孤獨的時候,牠會試著幫我打氣,當我哭泣時,牠將淚水從我臉上舔去。我倆非常親密。
一天,我帶Osso外出散步。Osso追著另一隻狗,我呼喚牠的名字,叫牠回來。牠向另一隻狗看了一秒鐘然後轉頭跑向我。
在牠穿越街道時,一輛計程車碾過牠。車子的前後輪都碾過牠的身體。起初我以為牠傷得不重,因為牠仍繼續跑向我,也許只是腳受傷了。牠跳上我的手臂。我望進牠的眼睛,看到的盡是絕望與恐懼,從牠的眼中我看到了自己內心的恐懼,一種即將失去最好朋友的恐懼。然後牠抽搐一下,死在我懷中。
我深覺大禍臨頭,將Osso抱在懷中,衝近附近的動物醫院。我跑著,哭著,禱告著。獸醫告訴我她已無法為牠做甚麼,因為牠的內臟器官已全被碾碎了。我哭了又哭…這真不公平。
我將牠埋在一個小公園,我經常去拜訪Osso,只是坐在牠旁邊,單獨一人。