Finally. This day finally comes. I finally have to say GOOD-BYE to KiKi forever. Today, as I walk out of door, I know that I will never see KiKi again. My teas flooded my eyes, and I could feel my heart breaking.
I know that KiKi is with a good family now. They are going to love him very much. But, I still can't help crying as I say good bye to him.
I never realize how difficult to leave him after all these years ( 5 years ). Coming home to an empty home is not easy.
Even though I feel terriblely sad, I know that I have made the right choice. KiKi is now living in a "farm-house" where he will have lots space to run around, and chase farm animals.
Someday when I am ready, I will have another dog. But, no dog will replace KiKi.
crysta: on January 25, 1999
I heard that dog will remember his/her owner for at least three years when they are apart. Maybe in some way it is not good for the dog, but... I believe kiki will appreciate your love and have you in his/her mind, just like what you have done to him/her.
LYS: on January 25, 1999
施子:on January 26, 1999
KiKi's Mommy (Sherry): on January 26, 1999
Thanks for All Your Support. As I read all your caring words, my tears are dripping down my faces.
My parents are not wrong. They just can't understand that KiKi is part of my life. They don't know how much I love him.
These days, when I saw his toys laying on the floor, I wonder how he is doing. I kept telling myself that he is happy, and healthy. I am sure he is.
You girls, and guys!! How come is so hard to go on with my normal life without KiKi? It feels like someone take a piece of my heart. Feel so empty!
Actually, when I brought KiKi home five years ago ( when he was only 7-week old), I already knew that someday I will need to say good bye to him forever. But, not this hard!
Sorry, I kept talking about my feelings again. I hope that I don't bother you girls, and guys too much. Thanks for listening to me. I do feel better knowing that there are you all who understand how I feel 100%.
Oh, I will be back in Taiwan by Feb. 9th. I will definitely keep coming back to this web site once I am back in Taiwan. By that time, I will be able to join you all in helping all the homeless animals in Taiwan. From now on, you all can refer me as Sherry rather than KiKi ( I am KiKi ex-mommy). :*(